My attempt at weight gain

Why the hell not...
I've been hanging around the edges of the feederism community now for a while, and have always toyed with trying myself to put on a few pounds. But like so many other people, I'm plagued with the emotional pendulum. One day wanting to put on weight, the next day wanting to stay thin. But after surfing through livejournal blogs, i'm surprised by how many other people out there are intentionally trying to gain weight, and how many of them suffer from the same indecision. Gain weight, lose it, gain it, lose it. So I guess I'm not alone then.

Right now I'm 5'9" and weigh at about 140 I think, I don't have my scale with me. I don't know exactly what my goal is, maybe 15-20 lbs to start with? And we'll go from there? According to the BMI scale, I'd have to put on a full 30 lbs before I would even be considered overweight. So maybe 30?

I figure if I start up one of these journals, maybe it'll help to keep me honest and on track, and not succumb to those nagging doubts everyone seems to suffer from. Unfortunately, my job requires me to spend large amounts of time away from home and my precious internet access. The good news is while I'm gone, I have access to all the food I can eat. I just hope this journal doesn't end up like so many others that I'm sure have been started, post for a few months, and then lose interest. That's about all I have for now, talk to you all later.

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